So lately I've been having the feeling that no one cares for me any more none of my old friends talk to me any more and they've replaced me and my new friends can care less what happens to me well I did have one friend that was really good friends with but all of a sudden she kinda started tuning me out because one time I couldn't come pick her up. My life has been just one big mess after another the worst part is I fell for an older guy well not way old just a few years older but it's just that he's been ignoring me lately all i want to do is lay down in a field with the sun up all the time I've been feeling soo depressed I need that one person to make me feel happy again. Is there anyone out there for me.........
Ok well my sister and everyone else in my family wounder why the dogs beg soo much well maybe it's because they feed the dogs their food when they eat and give them anything they want. My dogs are soo overly spoiled and then I tell them don't feed the dogs your food and they will stop begging eventually they'll stop begging. The dogs have the ultimate puppy dog faces and it's soo annoying.
Lately school has been soo lame it's been the same day after day I wish someone would do something crazy out of the ordinary I try to start fun things but everyone is too shy. The only fun time of the day for me is my sculpting class because the teacher is super awesome and the class is small it's easier to get to know people. Oh if you guys didn't know I'm at a new school this year and everyone is totally different from my other school because I'm used to walking down the hall way and random people dancing and there is music always playing. But this school everyone just walks quietly the good thing about my other school is that people would have there special hellos to each other and there would be that random person hugging everyone man I miss those days no one hugs me at this school because they don't know me.
Okay well it is like 105 degrees where I live and I go and hour out of town and it is freezing the funny thing is i only packed shorts great sooo my legs turn purple when its cold so I look like I'm half dead, and at the beach it's even colder how fun who wants to take a dip into an ocean of ice cubes. It's soo cold I just want to go in a corner and rock back and forth with a big fluffy blanket. It's not right to have to wear sweats on the beach in the summer but its just that cold.Now ain't that pleasant good thing we decided to not camp on the beach other wise I'll be dead in the morning not from the cold but from stabbing myself because it's soo cold.